Post by saffy on Oct 23, 2007 9:29:03 GMT -5
Many of you know, I have some issues with my family members. I rarely dreamed of my mom until I did a ritual on her birthday. Now she is in them quite often and usually in a teaching or loving roles. This was in April
Since then, I decided to try to sever the cords that I felt were holding me back with the rest of my family with AA Michael. I felt there had been a change. Now within the last month or so I have been dreaming of three other family member quite a bit. The role they play are both good and bad.
I have been drawn to writing to them for some reason and I felt awkward about doing that. One sister I was very close to and I feel like I'm neglecting her. Then one brother and one other sister I have rarely spoken to either. In fact this sister is quite upset with me because I stood up to things that were not in the will.
Well, anyway, the one sister I was closest to I wrote a long e-mail and felt good. I'm still having dreams about the other two. I have no idea what to say. Neither has tried to call, they don't send a Christmas card..and basically ignore me.
(Sorry this is so long)
This morning, I felt like this was a way of cleaning up business because something will happen and I wanted everyone to know how much I do care and love them.
I feel strongly that I need to write and then ask AA Michal to again sever the cords.
Give me your advise. Like I said, I think I know what is going to be said, but maybe you have other suggestions.
I'm so glad I have you guys to bounce these things off of. I do feel as I take care of one issue at a time, I am feeling so much better and I do believe this is allowing more light into my life.
Since then, I decided to try to sever the cords that I felt were holding me back with the rest of my family with AA Michael. I felt there had been a change. Now within the last month or so I have been dreaming of three other family member quite a bit. The role they play are both good and bad.
I have been drawn to writing to them for some reason and I felt awkward about doing that. One sister I was very close to and I feel like I'm neglecting her. Then one brother and one other sister I have rarely spoken to either. In fact this sister is quite upset with me because I stood up to things that were not in the will.
Well, anyway, the one sister I was closest to I wrote a long e-mail and felt good. I'm still having dreams about the other two. I have no idea what to say. Neither has tried to call, they don't send a Christmas card..and basically ignore me.
(Sorry this is so long)
This morning, I felt like this was a way of cleaning up business because something will happen and I wanted everyone to know how much I do care and love them.
I feel strongly that I need to write and then ask AA Michal to again sever the cords.
Give me your advise. Like I said, I think I know what is going to be said, but maybe you have other suggestions.
I'm so glad I have you guys to bounce these things off of. I do feel as I take care of one issue at a time, I am feeling so much better and I do believe this is allowing more light into my life.